We live in a Fake World

we live in the world of fakes…

how you say ….show me 1 thing which is real, be practical don’t say LOVE, emotions, money success and other crap?

you say media is real ? bullshit…

you say business is real ? who u r kidding ?

you say people r real ? just stop it…

you say politics is real ? …hahahahaa…

Every single thing which you look at is fake … not exactly as in fake but partially real, modified in a strategic manner or carved to make you believe in it.

Recently, we were just having chit chat on whatsapp in a group. One guy shared a picture of very beautiful actress and all loved it very much (we all love FEMALE celebs right?). I was very serious at that time so I searched for her other pics and tried to find her roots, did all kind of stalking I could. The results were shocking, I found out that the picture which we saw was edited very very neatly to impress the audience for the promotion of some brand.

We have seen this in fashion and glamour industry that the content is been modified in the most profitable way. (You might think what’s wrong in that? But when you know the truth it keeps bugging you all the time, doesn’t it?) Now the question is what is wrong? The problem is why can’t you show yourself as your REAL self? Make up is fine at some extent but digital manipulation, which makes the person completely fake that you cannot even recognize him/her in real. This is just one industry of which I have a little bit of experience, it’s there in every industry.

The point which I want to make here is “Do we really see anything in REAL? “ As per my opinion I have seen that whatever we see is the manipulated reality, which is shown to you so that you follow the same rules as others and keep working in the same stream as other sheep. If a person is trying to break the rules of this fake world, he is simply considered as an alien or an odd one out or MAD. Though his life might be simpler than others, people will always take him as a rebel. The reason to talk about all this is because the people who have made the system or rather who govern the system now have made all other people believe that the only way to live a peaceful, happy and content life is the way which they have created.

I know my thoughts are diverted and lack conclusion. There is a hidden message guys and it is

Try to look in to the mirror and ask yourself that

Do I see my body or myself (my SOUL)? And the same applies to everyone you see….

P.S. – You don’t have SOUL….You are a SOUL and you have a Body…..Think quick , think fast , think deep,  think again…break the rules … take chances…. Love life …. Fulfill the purpose of landing on EARTH in a human body.

12-5-2013.. kamakakazi shot day

today i woke up at usual time 10am and got ready. i did some household tasks.

then we went to coffee culture at commerce 6 roads, such an awesome place.

there i was the first BAKRA for this new kamakakazi shot....but it was worth the risk. loved it like anything ...next time it will be TWIN shots for sure. then we went for GO goa Gone.....it was so so movie ....some ups n downs but overall enjoyable with the same age group.

after coming back from the movie, i had a series of arguments with my mom and soon it turned out to be a fight that too on Mother's day.... my life can not be more fucked up than this. i mean come on.

finally i came at our place "jayesh school" where all of us hangout. That was the stress reliever for me, as it turns out i am good at discussions and proving my points in an argument. Thats it for now....

No words

you know something , i have too much on my mind at times that i can not keep up with that all the time but when i actually start writing on paper, all my wisdom n all my thoughts blows with the wind ...

i have an intuition, or you can say i have made a resolution that

"i will pass my SAP(SD) certification with very very good grades."

i know i just have got only 1 week to prepare myself for this challenge and may be the hardest challenge for me so far.
Starting is always the hardest and may be i have been through the worst time of my life...i will have to come on front foot to change my future there in no other way out of this misery, i hate it to my guts.

this is it, no turning back from now ....which ever date today is i dont care, i want to move on and bring justice to my being. may be i have suffered less because of the blessings of my elders.

i read a very sensitive quote today stating "Out of suffering emerged the strongest; the most massive characters are seared with scars." i guess this quote justifies the misery or bad time for everyone of us. I don't see myself as any achiever so far but I promise myself today, i will work hard to prove myself that's it.

If i have been asked to note down the mistakes of my life, it will be a very long list of mistakes.
there was a great dialog in harry potter, " We all have almost the same resources, then what makes us different? out Decisions and Actions make us different from each other."
let me make a list of my mistakes which i will keep on editing and adding more mistakes.
- going to canada, hoping to find my destiny.
-coming back from canada and staying in india, again it was the same here. When my delusion for my destiny got shattered, i returned home; hoping for better results. 
i stayed in india for the fulfillment of myself, for the satisfaction of life, love of my family members and friends.
- Not giving enough time, digging deep to my greatest powers and interests as a career and finally the path of life.
-ignoring the views of some of my best friends completely and holding back myself in every condition possible." In the end you regret only those things, which you didn't DO."
-neglecting the possibility of any business during college life, i have wasted most of my time doing non-productive (non-rewarding in terms of money) things. "Being productive is the most important of everything."
- I was thinking very high of myself and superior to everyone. I was very rude to people, always frustrated and with DON'T CARE attitude ( negative all the time ).
-I have run long enough after mirage of feelings and love. everything comes with a price and this shit took my grades, i got several( 4 ) ATKTs. 
-Not knowing anything of the world of studying, lack of exploration ( again the same thing ego and superiority complex comes in the picture), this time i lost the chance of exploring my creative self. you know they say "you have already lost the battles you don't fight."
-After going to canada, i had big dreams like getting a field job soon as i finish my studies and getting freelance work of graphics and photography as i land there.which was very much overambitious behavior.
- I could not get any good job here in india, as my attitude was sky high about everything. At the end of the day money makes the difference, and i could not make any for one or the other reason.
-Things did not work out sometimes because of the situation, people, investment and mostly lack of hard work.
-there will be more in this list as i remember.